At about this time; early morning after everyone's been sleeping for a while, I often wonder if I could be doing more to improve myself as a person. Then I pontificate on the possible ways that I could be engaged in self improvement; which usually entails envisioning plenty unlikely scenarios involving gun-violence, ninjas, and zombies. And THAT always makes me want to watch TV or play a video game, which is fun for a while, but after a bit I start to wonder if I could be doing more to improve myself as a person.